Sleeping but still awake
Finally… i have sufficient strength and concentration to do a blog entry. For the past two days have been mentally tiring for me. Lets see.. shall we start with yesterday? Tuesday, i met up with some ex-librarians (NAS MRL) for a movie treat by lao da. Of course it was after school la. Thanks so much for treating us. We watched the Madagascar. On whole, a pretty interesting watch, with much humour injected in it. Then it was dinner at Century Square food court then home. Sent sy back to her hse. Cause she scared to go home alone? not sure.. After i got home, did some homework and stuff then i went to sleep. Nothing interesting haha. Oh yeah, there was this book i was reading "Ash Road" that i gave up halfway cause my mind was totally in a mess and i was reading the book for the sake of reading it. Thus i decided that perhaps i should stop torturing myself by returning it to the library to let another person torture themselves. 
Thursday was a okay day la. Went to school, meet Effendi waiting at the busstop for elina (as usual) then we all entered the LT. Same thing happened lor.. i keep on yawning and falling asleep in the LT. Too cosy liao. Then was CARC Lecture and Cmaths tutorial, and i realised that i did not bring my Cmaths book (again). So no choice, during my 2 hr break rush to library, get it done. Dammit.. must remember next week to bring.. otherwise cannot sleep during 2 hr break 
PRSP lecture was a complete blur. lecturer talking dunno what, just following blindly the textbook examples.
After school (finally) was a Sit and Stare (S&S) at Mary Brown (i have nv heard of this place b4) then quick rush over to central mac for a meeting with CI and HO Kelvin. I was kelvin-ed during the meeting. Then in the mac, i ate dinner lor.. there was this young and cute (?) ger serving me. She look like sec 3 or 4 only.. lol.. eye candy? hahaha
LMSC meeting over liao then come home and prepare. For? NCO, Sec 1, Lamp maintainence lesson, unit Campfire, ALP and BBQ. All these events in the following 3 days. So most prob i won’t even have time to blog for the rest of this week. Dun cry okay. haha yeah… i guess that’s it. Like very little liddat rite. Summore i still say it was metally tiring. Haha.. Maybe it was to me. Slowly getting used to poly lifestyle liao.. Shld be it liao.. now i go bathe, prepare my uniform(PCI rank *sob*) polish my boots(haiz) pack some clothes and i’ll be off to ngee ann sec at 0600 hrs tmr.
Dammit.. its only like 6+hrs of slp only.. Where is my standard 8 hrs of slp??? Well, i guess that’s life yeah? either u get yourself moving to overcome all the obstacles thrown in your face, or you let them pile on top of you until you can’t move and someone will rescue you. I wonder who will rescue me if i get trapped? haha
Learn to love what you’ve been taught to fear
