My “free” weekend
Ah… time now is 0317 hrs.. its in the middle of the morning. What am i doing? answer is: i am packing my bag for camp.. Everyone’s asleep.. so peaceful. Listening to Inuyasha Theme Song Collection ablum. Hmmz.. maybe i should get a bigger capacity mp3 player so that i can store more songs.
Ops.. i just heard a switch being turned on in the hallway. I look at the entrance to my room, expecting someone to appear and reprimind me for not sleeping early. But there is no one. I heard plastic moving in the kitchen. Someone throwing rubbish? or just the common lizard. Hmmz.. Freaky..
Going for haircut, unit parade, area 1 atc, 1 out of 3 2 star kayaking course. Must remember to bring booties, firstaid kit (must buy supplies tomorrow) and waterbottle? Hmmz. hope there isn’t another water shortage in ubin like area 12 atc. So many things to do so little time. As usual. My friends are amazed. THey wonder why i am willing to spend so much time for npcc. I myself do not know why to. What am i serving for? when all i get it attitude from top and bottom. Like this might as well not serve. THen i will most probably be sleeping now, thinking of where to go out tomorrow or what to do.
THe possibilities are limitless. To quote irvine from ff8- The limited possibilities i faced, the choices i made have brought me this far. And i hope that my determination will kick in and continue carrying me.
Somehow i believe that one should have a purpose in life so that we can live it more efficiently. Imagine everyday waking up in the morning, thinking, "i’m one step closer to my goal." Then there is the motivation, the drive and the willingness to get up, to do things and so on. I think i lack the purpose. There is nothing or noone that is my purpose right now. I am just living day by day.
Anyway, something for rejoice - term test are finally over. Although my friend did not attend for all (heard he got reservist) but still it was a rather small step in completing my 3 yrs in TP. hahah..
Just hope i survive. I think i don’t type already. Packing bag can be torturing. haha
