Stand Strong
i guess all i can say is… i dunno wad to say.. haha
too fast too furious.. i somehow feel that i drifting too far from my friends.. must be too much comp liao.. haha.. today is thursday @ 1227 hrs. Bloggin during the morning/night. Wonder why i always do so at such a time. Anyway here i am again. typing to let the whole world know about my life. about how my life progresses and my falls and recoveries.. how perverted n sadistic don’t u agree?
Anyway, regardless, we shall start on monday. At 1 second into the day, i breathed. the other second, i click my mouse and exhale. thrid second, i inhaled and press spacebar. That’s life. ………….. if you wanna hit me, 2 words.. don’t hesistate.
Monday went down to HQ.. got some stuff to attend to. met azrul and karnian.. did i mention this already in my previous post? haha.. then makan.. then walk arnd.. noticed that novena is rather small, but cosy.. ahha.. nice place though..
tuesday was slacking day.. at home all day i think.. if my memory does not fail me.. played game whole day.. bad for eyes.. painted some part of a wall..
wednesday went down to unit to prepare for fcc… liddat lor.. very little… unless you want to know how i bathe, tap my ez-link card, inhale and exhale la…
recently everyone i know suddenly feel sad and/or down.. cheer up guys okie.. dun worry about relationships so much.. its not the end of the world.. to quote(dun kill me for quoting again bp) let go and watch him/her be free. If he/she’s meant to be, s/he will return. else, that is the way things were meant to be.
Anyway, life only comes by once.. live it with laughter and joy and not worry and sorrow.. if you do not enjoy life, then the objective of living is not met. Acheive your dreams. Don’t look back and regret. Instead, look back and laff at the good times u have. Relax… not reLAC (:P)..
never frown, even when u are sad, bcause u never know who is falling in love with our smile -sayqi
ahaha.. his msn nick when we were in the same class.. man that was a long time ago don’t ya agree? perhaps this quote is very common..
Anyway, all in all, don’t be sad. Although i was crazy n down for past few days, my friends were there to pull me thru.. thanks guys..
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Light Of Hope, Courage to Live, Strength to Carry On
In the middle of the restless darkness
He lies awake on his bed
Lonely he is, with little or nothing to wake up to
He sits up and immediately a bout of dizziness engulfs.
Fades does the dizziness, he looks around
His room. Where he belongs.
It looks strange to him.
He gets out, into the open
Heavy clouds darken the sky
Neither starlight nor moonlight can penetrate this darkness.
Both in the sky and in his mind
Lightning flashes, thunder roars.
Fear not the rain he does
For fear only gives in to defeat.
He looks at the distance. At the sky. At his life.
Nothing.
He can see nothing that he wants to see.
He can see nothing that will motivate or inspire him.
His heart aches. His mind reels.
Tears well up in his eyes.
He falls to his knees and doubles over.
As the first drop of tear hits the floor,
So did the first few drops of rain
The sky cried with him.
They cried with each other
His anguished shout mingled with the thunder
His body rocked with each sad thought that flashed, with each sob
The sad howls of the wind echoed through the night
Cry he does, until he can cry no more
Until he lies flat on the floor, body weak with exhaustion
His eyes closed, mouth tight.
Fist clenched, one by his side, the other across his chest.
This was how sleep stole him quietly.
Darkness still surrounds him
As sleep released its grasp on him
His eyes slowly open.
The first thing he sees
Are million of pinpricks of lights
That dot the once dark sky
He stares in awe
Of the sight before him.
The once impermeable darkness have been broken
And the stars and moon have found their way into his eyes.
He breathes deeply, not wanting to wake up and find that it was all a dream.
The smell of freshly dropped raindrops fill his nose.
Though his body is numb,
He refuses to budge.
The starry night was too good a view to miss.
What was that? across the sky!
A shooting star, indeed!
He closed his eyes and made a wish
Not for money he wished, not for self gain he wished.
His wish was for everyone. The first thing that came into his mind.
For those who knew him and those who don’t
After wishing, he opened his eyes.
And smiled.
And laughed.
For a simple wish upon a star,
Gave him light. The Light of Hope.
The motivation and inspriation he once lacked
To stand up, and continue with his life.
To move on, and enjoy life.
For life is too short to worry and be sad
For he dwelled too long and wasted too much time.
He got off the ground, stretched and yawned away the last sleepiness
And begin to start a brand new day
With a beautiful sunrise
as he walked into the distance.
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